Friends are Thorns not Roses!!

 Everywhere around me is a Storm running with lots of Words-Talks. Nobody ready to confess for their Fault, rather we all wants to be superior among each other.......This is us, We call us Friends.


pheww.....had a rough weekend with lots of aggression and hate. Build some new emotions with some new names, shared our so called "Feelings" (that we hardly to feel for somebody in real). Nobody knows till how long will it go, still we are driving it on a pathless road with an endless Journey......Oldies changing their friendship bands and waiting for the new hands. I will not stop them nor i'll speak them, i've already did it and made myself Ashamed. This time its their Fate either they choose Rose (new friends) or they choose Thorn (old friends).

             To my friends, i'm like Thorns who always remain the same and never changes no matter what the situations is, it behave the same. But i always found myself around Roses which never be meant for me,changes when get rotten, or mixed up into new one. Yes, i dint want Roses...... i want Thorns.

I want my friend to be at my side..........and  pinch me when i am wrong........save me when i'm in danger....hold me when i'm Lost!!

Koch khass k lie:-"dosto ki yaad me  rotein h hum onki yaari pe 
                              kia mitaiga ye jamaana hum mit gaye dosto ki yaari pe"


Love to all muhhhaaaaaa :* :*

coz SHE's HAPPY with some OTHER GUY!! :(

......Once I'v heard that Almighty made "somebody to somebodies special one". No matter what could be the situation THEY will meet in the end. I stick with this waiting for the ONE to come into my life.I passed out my school and still cant figure out my way that to reach me to my GIRL.....
      I'as so confused as I'm today and cant decides what life wants from me, i'm just keep quit and hoping for everything to be sort out by its own.Well i'm just some how manage myself to cross the river AGONY. I gave my entrance exam PET and got the college SVCE.
    I remember it'as OCT, when i first enter to my class IT'08. I'm surrounded with full of crowd and passing from them i reach to my seat. Everybody was shouting their, all gathering their, trying to make convo's.......that was a blurred environment in which everybody try to make identity and i'm doing the same as all did. But  among all of us their was somebody who was keeping quit watching everybody sitting numb without any facial expression to anybody.
 First, I just listen to her voice calling "i'm **** ******" ,i turned back for her first look......and guess what i did not felt something special. But when she spokes with other i don't know what going inside me but my soul seductively wanted to talk with her. Days passes in hours.......in minutes.......in seconds...but i could not manage to talk to her. I did all the mischievous i can do just to grab her attention but i forgot it's nothing about "to have attention" its about to felt her about me.......and by all those she never felt for me and i can guarantee that!! :(
Well, our 1st year completed and still i just known her full name......everything going smooth. I manage to make my identity I don't say everybody knows me but those who actually praise me for what i do ,for what i'm. But even this i cant have her and this was the worst phase i turned to wrong world.And i went swagger, hell what i'as thinking that time i don't regret that i lost her but i regret for what i'd done coz of flowed into my emotion's.
By this time, i came to know she know's all about  my liking to her + the guy with whom she was and she is!!
:( I've already thought that she's outaa my league or may be i'm about the wrong one. I forget everything living my life at its fullest but don't know WHY?? she still reminding me her again!! Today again, I felt like i'm missing her outaa my life.
Hell i swear i did not felt for somebody more then her after my family......i don't know why this is happening now. I she is with somebody else this what is TRUE and everything is FAKE in front of this!! May be this is the only reason which made me sad that she's with some ASS not with me.
   I know its said if you are in true LOVE then what your LOVE like most and what make her happy should be acceptable by you , even if she's is not with you!! But for me reality is different........i hate d "reality" most!!
 from dill se!! <3 <3

"agar tumahra pyaar tumse door jaa rha h to jaane do, agar vo loat ke vaapis tumhaare paas tabhi to vo tumhaara h"

I hate her most........coz HATE is the only thing which one can hv purely from his heart!!

"LIFE" full of pit-holes........(my first)

Life is an endless journey!!We all wanted to be our destination, searching for the right path to follow our "will",to follow our "aim".Some succeeds but some betrayed. Failure just accept it and sit back, "courageous" challenge to "d challenge" defeat it and have the Victory.

Huh' Life doesn't stop here even if you are on top, you still need to maintain your height.More you go high more be the inferior complex  to loose your height!! Once you achieved something you should go for the other never  stop yourself. Let you flow your mind, your wings to the deepest, to the best in you!!

I'm 20 at present idk what's gonaa be happen tomorrow....Let see if i can walk ahead of the world or i just stand by in a QUEUE!!