IDK-MAYBE

Ohk, so whr to start.....hmmm...... Am I a guy with broken heart or I jst woked up frm a dream, IDK!!! May be its still a dream nd we are hving regular casual couple fight.....but is it really!! I mean its ovr 9 days nd I didnot heard her voice nor got any rply for my msgs...i think sumthing is definatly wrong. May be it's me "the harsh-the rude-the unromantic" or may be it's her "mis-undrstood-over excited-humor problem" ....IDK ITS JST NOT GOING WELL :-( I hv a feeling it must be "ME" who fails in expressing but wht she's expecting- "me changing ovr a night, is it possible"!!!! Not sure if it can possible practically. Ohhh yes this--> "practical", her favrt quote "be practical" nd "can't talk to u practical copy banana h" You knw wht I think i'am hurt that she left me....or may be i'am jealous for not having her. May be I hv expected so much or may be I took it too long. But was it really easy for her to getrid off all the conversation we had nd forgetting all the moments we hd shared, I can't believe it may be she's pretending to be angry-rude or does she really left me. Wht if she is with somebdy else???? "No" I don't think so, but "WHEN!!!" I mean......no it can't be...... IDK.......BUT MAY BE dekhake tujhe pheli baar dill ne kahaa "tu hi h"... Sochkar teri baat dhadkan kahe tu hi h.. Koch to waqt dia hota sanam meri mohabat tu hi h